Sunday, 07 June 2009
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Smokey Mountain
Am truely amazed at that I can sit out by the creek and type. The only down side tis that bugs mainly masquiotes think i am treat. But that what off spray is all about. Everything out here seems so simple. So I started to thinkg about my life cause will I've got only one life.

Thinkg how one can take on more things and business to create destrations. As one purposely are avoiding things for say because ther are diffucult to face or hard to do. So in hope of doing everythings else that it would solve it self, go away or everything will ones mind "pretty again". I think this is what God meant for me when He started to strip away somethings, so can be tunnel vision and learn. Becaus He likes to teach sometimes out of our comfort zone. And I comfortable with multitasking. But I think God's laughing and say we're going to learn about one thing at a time, at a single pase. Seriously, could lately try to take on some "taskes" and objectives. Yet it seem slow each one either is closed on me or not all to the best. So perhaps it because need to just start one and finish on. my problem is which one to focus on and what to drop. Honestly. I've started with becoming a teacher, photography, and thing also about going back to school. At this point I think I am going to hold back on going back to school. Because, I thought I know just what I wanted but right now I done know. I think I should at least start perpare to enter school. But honestly don't know why I want to go to school for. Therefore I lack motavation. Another problem I have is am an idealist. I wake in the morning ro through out the day I dit ideas to create or make or do something. My current thoughts are to submit some photographs to a contest or try to submit work to a gallery or something along those lines. Hmmm, I don't have an artist concertration. I just look around me and snap picture. Perhaps once in a while I get an idea to do something.
This is off subject. But I gone to church today. And started thinging that I've never heard any pastor/preacher teach or talk from the book of Zechariah. Unless in a Bible study setting. Hmm, just thinking.
Well the verse of the day.
“Before the mountains were born or you brought forth the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God. For a thousand years in your sight are like a day that has just gone by, or like a watch in the night.”- Psalm 90:2,4



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